Just watched the lastest episode of bbt, where they talked about time machines, and turning time back.
A few of the situations touched me, as they were similar to mine.
Weilian:
Similarly, I was too rude to my grandma. Reflecting, from young, I've always been rather rude to her, losing my patience with her too easily, and we've even been unhappy because we wanted to watch different channels at the same time. Yet, she always "teng" wo. I remembered she always asks me if I had enough money, occassionally giving me some when I'm going out. She tries to stop my parents for hitting me when it gets too excessive last time, when I angered my parents. She always tends to wait up for me whenever I return home late, although I already said I'll be home late into the night. I should treasure her before it's too late.
Xiao Yu:
I never used to like to eat home cooked food. (although the food is cooked by my maid now, and last time, it was by my grandma) Whenever nothing on the table looks appetising enough to me, I'll get my maid to buy food from the coffeeshop downstairs, or eat instant noodles. I remember, sometimes, when mum cooks on sunday, I never really liked the food cos she's really not a good cook. However, it's only when u don't get to eat them that you really realised how much you missed them. I tried cooking some homecooked food, but they never tasted the same.
Ao Quan:
That was what happened to me and my best friends from secondary school. Somehow, during the last few years, I tend to be either too lazy to bother or can't be bothered about my friends when they contact me, wanting to catch up. It's a funny feeling. I don't want to lose the friendship, but there was a period of time where I was scared of meeting up or keeping contact, cos I feared the lack of topic to talk about. Mircalely, I've started contacting them again recently, and it's heartening how, despite after like 4 years, the feeling is still there, that they are those friends that will stick with me. This time, I'll treasure this friendship more.
Yeap. abit touched.
We should all treasure what we have.
My newest idol. LOL
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I've been watching dramas with him in it over the past month:
- The Academy (Watched it last year, but rewatched it again)
- Revolving Doors of Revenge
- Triumph in the Skies
- Burning Flames II
Currently watching:
- The Brink of Law
Ok. Back to studies. =_=
Be considerate.
There's something called "quiet hours".
It's freaking 420am,
and I'm writing a paper!
Argh!
I've got accepted into the disney college program.
Was initially really happy, as I've been wanting to go experience disney life.
When I told my parents that I've got accepted, they were pouring "cold blanket" on me, and expressed their views that I should go back to look for a full time decent job, instead of spending time for that, since it's only starts in august and ends in jan, i'm going waste quite alot of time. THey want me to go back. I have to admit I was rather pissed, as they were rather supportive at first, but seems to change their attitude, and thus, the conversion ended sourly.
Upon thinking, I admit that this program is really one of my WANTs intsead of something i really need. Of course, the finanacial burden of it has to be taken into consideration. As much as i try to defend, I can't deny the fact that I will still need financial support from my parents during the course of the program, and I shouldn't be putting the pressure on my parents because of something I want to enjoy doing.
In the end, I am NOT taking up the offer. Bye Florida, Bye Orlando, Bye Disney.
So. ppl back home, whether you like it anot, I'm coming home!! Find time to hang out with me! haha. I miss everyone! :)
4 more weeks.
One more thing, I missed saying this for the past few years,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIFANG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERI WONG!
婰"緢 (Nicky/Ah Qin)
嶰妏檁柺 (Kevin Cheng)
惪島 (Kevin Cheng & Nikki Chow)
弔" (Ron Ng)
I really like this song, but can't find the MV. this is the only clip i managed to find of this song.
I was talking to a friend of mine, when he highlighted to me that i'm a very sensitive person, so much to the extent that I always tend to think too much with certain issues, but yet, I can be super "chu xin" when dealing with other things.
That seems so true. I realised that I always tend to protray a tougher side of myself, when dealing with other people. I only opened up to a selected few, throughout my 22 years. Interesting enough, none of them were my family members, even though my sisters came really closed to being one some times, but there are certain things where i still don't feel comfortable telling my sis. What's even more contradicting, the one person i've been talking to and confiding in recently, wasn't even someone i really knew. I just happend to know him by random. Perhaps, the fact that we don't really know each other helps, cos that way, I don't have to face him and bother about alot of things. He's a good listening ear too. A interesting friendship which i will treasure.
He pointed out to me that there are always 2 sides to things. It's all a matter of how I look at them. I always look at the darker side of things subconciously and started dreading them, but there's always the other side of the coin to smile at. It's not that I don't know this theory, but it's always easier to say, harder to do it.
I'm slowly trying to change. It makes me happier too. Plus, I've recently managed to recontact some of my old friends whom I used to confine in. After like 4 or 5 years, we've finally really talk to one another more regularly now. It's amazing that despite the lost of contact for the past years, I'm still able to click off so well with them. That's something I will treasure. To hell with my stupid pride and childish thinking the last time. haha. Too bad, one of them is not in Singapore now, but we'll all be back soon. Looking forward to see them.
It's probably too late to make a new year resolution, but heck,
my resolution for this year, will be, to be contented with what i have, and to look at things at another angle. :)
ok. side track, I'm missing roti prata so much now. ARGH.....
this is so funny. Li Quan. I can't stop laughing.
watch at abt 3 mins into the clip
Li Quan. He's the next wei lian la! hahaha
Been watching TVB dramas recently,
Hooked to some actors. They are cute.
Some of them:
Ron Ng
Charles Szeto
Bosco Wong (left)
Lai Lok Yi
Lin Feng
Kelvin Cheng
Shows I'm watching:
what will life be if i didn't attend tension's event at hmv 6 years ago with my sister?
what will I be doing at this moment, if i did not get addicted to idol chasing?
how will my relationship with my family be if I remained the good old me?
Will I still be here, in buffalo, if i followed the path my parents wanted me to?
I've been thinking of alot of things recently, especially when it's late and I'm alone. How my life has been so far. The many times I've let people who care about me down. However, I've never really regretted it. In a way, I've grown up over the years.
Priorities seems to have changed.
The one most important thing I'm worried about now is the future. How is my future going to be? Where will I be? Dreams and reality do not always meet. Will I be able to attain what I really desire to be in the coming few years? How am I going to do so?
From young, I never had a real ambition. Regretfully, up till now, i think I don't really know what I really want too. Perhaps the one most important goal I always had was to be successful, to make people proud of me.
Graduation is 6 weeks away. How will be future be after my graduation? I'm unsure.
Perhaps I should go for some courses to help me find my life goals. I seem to be doing what people wants me to do, and what seems like the popular thing to do.
What a complicated life. I only want to be happy.
(I'm just blahhing.............ignore me)
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