Too long since i last updated. Too many things happened, Too many feelings experienced.
The question I've been thinking abt for so long still remains.
I was told something today which made me touched. Those few words and comments confirmed alot to me.
Confused now. What should be my next step?
Very very long time since i last updated.
I've been busy with work these 2 months. I should say, the job is demanding and stressful, but i like the environment and the people i worked with alot. Very fun and nice people to work with. Team work, Team effort.
Good colleagues, good boss, the only thing lacking is, good customers. haha..
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.I was sick for the last few days, today being the worst.
Despite that, I made my way down to follow Milk, who was in town for a short visit of 1.5 day.
Been such a long time since I've last seen him. Almost a year. In fact, it has been more than a year since I've last chased anyone. I can't even remembered when was the last time I did. Anyway, I chased him on maxi, following which hl drived. The farmilar feeling of waiting endlessly, entertaining ourselves on the cab was back.
It was only during this trip, when i was thinking back then i realised how long i've detached myself from actively chasing idols, haha. Not that I'm going to do alot of chasing now, it's a good feeling re-entering it. But because of the heavy financial cost and time, Mk is probably the only one I'll consider doing that now..haha.
Anyway, I was really sick yesterday and today. Went to the doctor today and i think i got cheated. I was charged 35 bucks for a freaking 5 mins visit. He just did some normal check up, prescribe a whole lot of medicine to me, gave me a MC for today, and charged me $35! What's worst, the stupid medicine he gave me is not very effective! I took it in the afternoon and my fever didn't subside. It only did went off after I took panadol extra a hour earlier. Freak. Cheat my money. Best thing, I'm not sure if I can claim for medical fees anot. KNS.
The last 2 weeks were occupied by work and my occassional social life, and the ending studying for the exams.
I'm glad to say I've passed both M9 and HI, the 2 hard papers. 3 done, 1 more to go, and I can forget about the exams. :)
During the span of these 2 weeks, I attended afew gatherings. To update:
celebration of LJ birthday at MS Changing Appetite with DGT. (Food was over-rated. The food was only average, if not bad).
Celebration of Wanni's birthday at Jerry's BBQ and Grill at club street. Nice place, Good Food, Great outing. That was the day when hl's new rush accomoted 8 ppl, even though it was a 5 seater. 2 of them sat in the boot. LOL.
Went shopping ard raffles exchange after work cos we were off earlier, and realised raffles exchange is not too bad a place to shop for office wear stuff and shoes. Met up with Nic after that and headed to town to get her things and just chilled out at NYDC because I was tired and wanted to sit and slack. hee
Met up with hl, lj and connie for dinner. Been some time since we met up.
Intended to go for the IKEA gathering with DGT, but decided not to in the end, cos I need to study for HI. Thank god I did pass HI, if not, i'll really be so pissed, having to redo the exam again.
Time passes so fast. In another few weeks time, my training batch mates will all head to different places and we'll see less of each other, especially since most of them stay in the west.
On a happier note,
Milk is coming. Yeah, I know he comes rather often the past year, but hey, this is the first time I'm seeing him after like I think more than a year. I wonder if I'll still have this little "CF" feeling in me when I see him. LOL. We'll see,
I'm really tired this 2 weeks. Work started. Even though it's only training, but sitting there listening to information overload, together with struggling to study for the upcoming tests makes my day very tiring. So much so that I do not come online as often, and when i checked my email today, there was 100++ mails. Mostly some stupid junk mail though.
T.I.R.E.D.
But i like my batch-mates. Very friendly and interesting people, though we were one of the biggest batch, as told by the trainners. haha.
Today shall be the last night, at least in a long while that i'll be a late night owl.
Starting work on tues. Rather excited but dreading it at the same time too.
Recently, without me knowing, I thought of many many things.
Good and Bad stuffs that happened to me the last 22 years. It seems like I went through so much, but yet so little, befriended so many people, but few were that close. My thinking changed over the years, but for good or bad, no one's to tell yet. I joked, I crapped, I smiled to many, yet cried or frown to little. Sometimes, I hide things so deep in me that I forgot about their existences, but they haunt me occassionally. The more simplicity I sought in my life, the more complicated it gets.
Anyway, met up with my secondary sch best buddies. Huifang, Weifen, Niam Sin. Lots happened and we all changed in some ways, but its great knowing I can always open up to u all, no matter how far we're apart, and how long we lost contact. 9 years of friendship. Something I really treasure. I still remember the day I know fern, and the first sentence she said to me. haha. How we were always together because of our index no. HF and Niam Sin, how we first talked in the sports hall cos we were sleeping opposite one another. Memories flowed continously. Thanks for still being there after 9 years, especially after I lost contact with you gals for almost 3 years. :)
Looking forward to the next week.
I went to the gala premier of transformers today. Very nice movie. I enjoyed the movie lots. Accompanied Lj there for the showing and we were laughing throughout the movie. Thanks Lj for the tickets.
I want a Bumble Bee as my guardian too!
copying photos from the other's blog because i'm too lazy to upload the photos.
Here they are:
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